Exciting, yet I know that in 3 weeks I won't be feeling quite the same.
Got up at 6:30am today, avoided carrying Lily due to the fact that I am wearing a black dress.
However, it seems to be impossible to deter white hairs in anyway. Its really awful to feel the way I am feeling, but I think that this week will be just what I need. School is a major distraction from what seems to ail one in life.
Its hard to imagine what is going to happen in a week, let alone 2 months and the future, now more then ever scares me.
Its nice to have patterns, and when they get stirred up, you really have to take a step back and think about serious choices and things you may or may not have to do.
And sometimes you hate the choices and sometimes you think you can't do it, but its better then sitting around waiting for something to happen.
I suppose.
But then again, what do I know?
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