I'd like to think Im the mess you'd wear with pride.

You've go the eyes
Of a dreamer, baby.
You're head so
Full of love.
And sometimes I like
To pretend that
I'm the one you're
Dreaming of.
A tender kiss, a
Staggering embrace ends with a
Heartbreaking hug.
I like to pretend that I
Am the one you're
Dreaming of.
You eyes are stars,
Your lips,
The moon.
Your body
The Earth below the rug.
And every night I go to sleep
You're the one Im
Dreaming of.

yolandi.

Just a fraction of
A page.
Just a drip of
A wave.
Just a pebble in
A cave.
Look at the mess
We've made.

a fairy tale.

This is no lie. I saw my father fall down before my eyes and watched, as the ground swallowed his clickitey-clackitey loud feet. The ground swallowed him whole.

The girl knelt down at my feet, pressing her furry costume against my skin. "Please help me," she said, and kissed one foot. She kissed the other. And when I looked down I found both the leather-bottomed shoes gone and bare toes remaining. They froze in the mountain wind. At my feet a white wolf with childlike eyes stared up at me, grinned, and ran off with two shoes in her jaws.

But since I had been given my gift I did not fear what stood in front of me. As his body touched mine if fell to the floor covered in a carpet of needles.

As mother embraced me, she looked at my brothers with great disdain and hurt.

to be honest

I think you're made of gold.

Lets bring our
Hands together in this
Cold night.
And pray for the day
To never come.
We will lay
On soft beds of leaves
And wet soil,
Our hair dirty, our
Bodies damp.
Breathing in each others
Air and
Stealing each others
Warmth.
Yet never forgetting
How fleeting these
Moments always
Are.

taking up time.

1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
I laid in Amandas bed..
2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
Uhmm...Frans the other morning.
3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
Strongbow
4. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips?
Im all about the eyes. But drawn in by lips too.
5. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
Used to be fine arts, now I'm leaning towards medicine.
6. Best kind of pizza?
Cheese with mushrooms and green olives.
7. Is your bedroom window open?
No fucking way. Homeless people rummage in the garbage outside it.
8. What is in store for your future?
Near future? Finding happiness, a niche & myself.
9. Who was the last band you saw live?
tegan and sara with Amanda.
10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?
Yep! Tending to wounds and cleaning up puke are all on my Friend Resume.
11. What is your favorite soda?
Dr. Pepper!
12. How many songs are on your iTunes?
5608
13. When was the last time you purchased something over 0?
I gave Amanda $20 today.
14. Where is the last place you drove to?
I have no idea. I sold my car.
15. Are you experienced?
Not enough. I need more.
16. Any historical figures that you envy?
my mind fell off.
17. What brand of digital camera do you own?
Canon Elph
18. When was the last time you got a good workout?
I've never been to a gym ever.
19. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?
Urban probably.
20. Where did your last kiss take place?
At a door, saying good-bye.
21. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?
That was like a half hour ago, same as Im doing now.
22. Are you a quitter?
Nope. I always try to get what I want.
23. Who was the last person you had in your house?
theres people here everyday.
24. Can you speak another language?
French, a little Polish.
25. How about you put your legs behind your head?
Excuse me.
26. When was the last time you went dancing while under the influence?
Thursday?
27. Nickname?
Nicshit, Walsh-Wicked.
28. Describe what you are wearing in detail?
Dark purple over size sweater, tights.
29. What do you think about people who party a lot?
Everyday is a party.
30. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
No, only if it was with my like gramma or some shit.
31. Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
Nope. emo kid.
32. What was the last CD you purchased?
The Wooden Sky
33. What are two bands or singers that you will always love?
Explosions in the Sky & Johnny Flynn.
34. What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?
anger and jealousy...but I dont even think jealously is a sin, but fuck it.
35. Did you just have to google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?
No aha.
36. Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
Anywhere that sells it. Its the company you keep that matters.
37. Have you ever been offered a job?
Haha wtf yes.
38. Have you ever stolen anything off of a road?
A tv once.
39. When was the last time you dyed your hair?
August?
40. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
uhh
41. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
Yep.
42. Miss someone?
So much.
43. How is your last ex doing?
Fine I suppose.
44. Is there someone you want to fight?
On the daily.

dearoldlove:

"I am truly sorry that only thing I could offer you was genuine unadulterated love."

dearoldlove:

You were a kid at heart; I was an old soul. Opposites attract, but only for 6 months.