I was sitting on my bed, feeling rather lonely. I barely drank any of my cold tea with sugar. Cold tea is so much better in the summer than hot tea. I drink mine with sugar and lemon, while Jack prefers just lemon. Bitter to match a bitter person, I suppose. I feel as if I will never understand Jack. His complications are way beyond his control, let alone mine. He places a lot of trust in me and it’s a crushing weight on my shoulders, like a burden that I cannot lift. I cant do anything about it and I fear it may kill him and ultimately me. I often dream of running away to a foreign land full of secrets and surprises. I long to feel like no one and nothing, in a place where I can change my name everyday and wear a wig if I pleased. But these are just mere thoughts and for now, I’ll settle with museums and artwork, cold tea and bitterness and being little old me.
I don't claim to be a photographer but the beauty of nature is too good to pass up.
I thought I saw her the other day at the mall, eating Thai. However, it turned out not to be her (surprise). I have been super busy lately, with work and random vacations. Gotta pack that shit in as summer is almost over.
