grape stem

Last night was my birthday night. I got a bit out of control and ended up drinking a bunch of shots basically in a row, which apparently doesnt work for me. I felt like vomiting, which thankfully I didnt. Also, my boyfriend who is the very best boyfriend in the world, got me new acrylic paints and brushes and a bunch of canvases. Beyond sweet of him. 

Oui, je sais.

I got a little ridiculous last night.

Today I woke up with the sun shining in my face and a lovely hang over. We moved the room around yesterday so the bed is by the windows. The windows are huge and open so wide that one could easily fall out if they jumped awkwardly on the bed. It was a gorgeous day today. So warm and sunny and I couldnt be happier with it being this nice on my birthday :) I hope it ends up like this on Thursday. 

Tomorrow is my birthday...

Buy me these and Ill love you forever...

Old beginnings

YSL backstage 2009 show

nude lips, dark eyes and messy hair. 

a cute view.

Proenza Schouler Pre Fall 2009

MK wearing studded Louboutins 

Christian Louboutin studded boots

beauty in love

So cute.

Today I finished my last day of first year college. I seriously couldnt be more relieved that summer is here. Elation. 

Also, I am really in love and it is pretty much the best thing ever.

yep.

School has been eating up every inch of my time. It will all be over in 3 more days. Then my birthday. I dont know why I didnt go to college like 5 years earlier. Summer starts in April and is 5 months long. Probably because I would have been about 13.

 

everything I ask for.

Hilarious ad I found today.

I finally FINALLY got a new phone today. My old one was a like a war veteran. Merci mommy for the early birthday present. Stoked. Now I can be addicted to bbm...

Again, I wait for this.

       My lovely mates & I off to the Gala.

Have been incredibly bummed as of late. Thank god school in over in a week and a half. I dont know how much longer I can go on. Aha. 

A little oblivion, baby.

Ruining someone else's life is just a jaded way of saying "I still love you. I still care." 

L'enfant

Trent lights up my life. 

I just want back in your head.

What really confuses me in life are some of the choices people make. I also confuse myself with this, thus living with a few regrets myself. However, when in a relationship, one must forget the past and move forward in order to make it all happen. Also, cut out the lying and fabrications and sketch-baggery. Perhaps my fatal flaw is jealousy which is slightly fucking annoying and tends to be a problem, however, it is within the significant other's right to nurture and understand such insecurities, not fuel them. 

But like I said this all is just confusion for me. 

Is that you Jerry?

I really don't feel like making dinner. 

If you can wait till I get home.

I dont even want to talk about how much work I have coming up. Its really rather sickening. I get dizzy just think about it. 

Guess what? Its raining yet again. 

Im just going to stop notifying everyone and you can just assume that its raining everyday. Its like goddamned England over here. 

Or Forks. Baha. 

I do have the Gala to look forward to however. But its not till Thursday and its only 1:04 on Monday. Deary deary me. 

Anyhow, enough of this. Im off to school to write a test.

Yay for my life. 

A slight throwback.

The most lovely bathing suit ever.

Love her work.

Sexy yet uncomfortable.

Bowling is hottttt.

More often than not, I wish for rain or cloudy skies when I wake up for school mostly because I feel less like Im wasting a nice day while sitting in class. Oh well. It will all be over in a few weeks and Im so relieved, plus its my birthday a few days later. Yay for 19 :)

Anomaly

Don't really know what to make of last night. I would re-tell the story but for fear that if someone with a weak heart was reading this, they may die of stress overload. All in all lets just say Bacardi Limon and boys don't mix with bus rides and insensitivity.

I am a fish, swimming in this world.

It seems that every time I post its raining. It has been raining since 6:30 this morning when I got up and keeps going, steady steady. Unlucky for me, I have to walk to the LCBO in this. Through a forest. With mud. Good God. Oh well, no pain no gain and in this instance, no rain no gain. Or no rain no booze and no booze will just not do. 

Its funny.

When you say I love you, I say for how long?